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Well, I just finished a really nice talk with my boyfriend :)  God I love that boy (as I am sure all the 150-200 readers I have pr.day have seen by now). But now he is making me crazyyyy! In a good way but also not. He said he have a surprise for me when I come. But he will not say what it is until I am in Turkey. He said it is a good thing for him and he didn't know if I would be happy or not but he thought so and it would be good for our life together. He also said he doesn't know if I will cry, but I should remember that it's possible to cry of happiness. And he also said it would be easy to tell it to me. So I am VERY curious of what it is. The only thing I know is that it is probably not what I wanted it to be. Cause he has already told me he don't wanna get married or engaged, never ever, so then it is NOT that, I have crossed that off my list and accepted that I will never get a ring on my finger unless I buy them to myself from myself, so I have really no idea what it can be... I am twisting my brain to try to understand his "clues" but I really have no idea and it makes me insane! :P   I WANNA KNOW WHAT IT IS! I hate surprises, specially when I know that someone is gonna surprise me and I don't know when, where, what or how. Like ... "I have a surprise for you" "Ok what is it?"  "I cant tell you"... FU!

And I have a new webcam now, one that actually WORKS... It's not even new, it's three years old but I found it when I was throwing away some stuff from some boxes. The one I had that were built in the laptop were so crappy and put like 5 kg on me...  And he said today;


Halil:  You look different today
Me: How you mean?
Halil: You look so... really beautiful


So I am not sure if I should take this as a compliment that I am goodlooking or as a remark that I am not beautiful normally!! I chose the compliment :P

Other than that it's not so much to say since my whole world is about Halil now... But I'll get my clothes from Nelly tomorrow and that is exciiiiiting :D   Well to be honest I don't really remember everything I bought.. Or, I know what I bought but I am not sure how it looks ... Idiotic, I know. But I just ordered something to get new things, cause as I previously said; New things make me happy. And I NEED some sweaters, cause really I have none. :/  


I have one thing that bothers me. But it should not be spoken of in this post, so I'll take a new one.