This day just turned out to be great... I have been at home today to get all my mail, and well.. I have like a ton of debt and various payment marks, but now I know I will be financially secured the next 5 years.. And I also got backpayments of about 120 000 (84 000 after taxes) and I now get to pay SO much... I am not gonna write why I am financially secured, nor am I gonna write why I have debt cause I feel some things are too personal to share with the world, but I can say that now I can actually picture a LIFE. It was like 1000 kg were lifted off my shoulders and I can really breath. I have for the first time in a LONG time good faith that things WILL be ok, and I can have a good life with the boy I love. Things are really going my way now and I truly believe that there does exist a God and he has for sure been listening to me ;)
I am looking forward to this night so I can spill my guts to Halil. I love life now, the only thing that could be better would be if Halil were here or I was there. Other than that, I have zero complains.
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