Then I started travelling to Turkey. The spirit was changed with impatience, it was not exiting with presents anymore, cause I knew I would get travels insurance and a ticket home from Turkey. I was in big debt so I couldn't really buy presents as I wished. Christmas spirit totally gone.
But finally, it came back! I am so excited, I have enough money to buy something nice for my sisters and parents, and the best is that now I don't need to wish for a Turkey ticket. I will tell my parents I don't want one, then I will write a loooong wishlist so I can't possibly know what they will get me. This will be a great Christmas..
Everything is falling in it's place now, and my life has never been easier. I am debt free, I have a wonderful family, a wonderful boyfriend and the possibility to be together with him... I truly believe that things that are ment to be, will be. Ever since I met Halil, things have started to become better and better for me, like life just changed. And then I think that, maybe this realtionship IS ment to be? That it was so hard with Sercan and Hasan cause I was not suppose to have a life with them?
I believe so... No matter what, I am loving my life right now. But I am not carelessly spending money or take this happiness for granted. I have really tried to be a better person. I am trying to be nice to everybody, I am faithfull to my boyfriend, respect my family, well... I want to be a good person, not a perfect one, but a good one.
Today I took my siser to restaurant, really just to celebrate life. It was very nice :) We ate chinese food and talked:)
And I also picked up my hair products which came to the post office yesterday.
Tomorrow I will pick up my new iPhone! I swore that I would NEVER have an iPhone, but now I wanted one, so I bought one.. A used one from Finn.no, I will not spend 5000 on a stupid phone! :P So we'll see if this iPhone thing is any good ;p Waiting in excitement!! :P
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