Karen's:))

My ex boyfriend has the most idiot friends of all times... Well I do like Hasan's friends very much, at least some of them.  But yet again, one of his best friends are writing me that he want cam and is "making 31"  and for those who doesn't know what 31 is, it is a number for hand job. How interesting for me. I don't think someone should write like that to their best friend's ex, specially not one of which they have been with more or less 4 years. Just isn't right. So I have yelled at his friend and I said to Hasan if he is testing me in some way he can screw himself, allthough it is not Hasan's style to do that, he is not that pathetic.   But then what does that say me.. That my ex boyfriends best friend think I am so cheap that I would jump on him after 4 years of relationship with his friend? No THANKS! First of all I have a boyfriend. Second of all, I do not touch the friends of my ex. I could NEVER do that, it is not right and I could absolutely never do that to Hasan. Who does that anyway.

Besides that, I have OF COURSE talked with Halil today and it went as usual up and down. I don't know what more to say about that cause we didn't talk about anything we don't usually talk about. Oh other than that I asked him if he ever wants children, to my joy, he said no.  I was scared he would say that he want 10 or something. You see, I do not want children. I see my future totally childless. Not because I don't like children, I do of course, I just don't want any of my own.  So when he agreed I was happy ;)   But life is not over  yet. And since he doesn't wanna get married, nor engaged, I have today bought myself lots and lots of rings on the internet, so I can get engaged to myself.

Karen, will you marry me.
Yes, Karen, I will.