I can not understand that it is 9th of November already! Not that it is a special day or anything, it just means that time is ACTUALLY going fast. I am complaining day in and day out about how slow it is going and how much I miss my boyfriend etc, well I still miss him as much as every day, but I don't really get why I am complaining so much about the time, cause it IS going fast. Well, some days it doesn't but normally it is in Turkey-traffic speed! And I love it.
Yesterday I was home, in my apartment, ALONE! And it was great. Really don't get me wrong, I love being with my family and I appriciate so much the fact that they let me stay here and eat here and all, everyday, just so I can save up for Turkey and talk to my boyfriend. But I have lived alone now for almost 6 years so I am used to have my own space and a little privacy. I am not used to being this close to my family EVERY day. I love them to death but I also love my alone time. And also so much! :P I have to start being a little social again too, if I continue JUST sitting at home EVERY night to talk to Halil I will end up without any friends.. I wanna talk with him all day but now I have told him I will not come until Saturday so now I can meet my friends and DO something. Its not nice to be in Norway half of the year without any friends, what kind of life is that anyway? Answer to that is; The kind of life I've had for the last 2 months....
Things have GOT to change.
Well I told Halil I would not be in MSN yesterday but still he wrote on his status "Where is my love". He is really sweet, my African banana :) Or Kurdish banana.
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