I had like 3 more posts in my blog, but they are gone?? I think maybe I have done something with my iPhone, I think I will just give up blogging from it seriously. I just mess things up.
I have been home for some days now (my own home, not my parent's) and it has been lovely to be alone a little bit. Me, my chicken and television.
Today it is exactly 3 weeks until I leave for Turkey. I am still stressed about the Ikamet thing but I guess it will be alright in the end.. I have also payed bills for the first time ever today :P Yea, that's how I got my mountain of debt, but now that all the debt are gone, I will not risk falling in the same trap again, I am not THAT stupid. Not when I have a chance of an actual life with my boy, finally.. My account is now empty as empty can be, but it is OK, I have already transfered money for Ikamet to my father, saved all I need to save for Turkey, so it's all good...
I have washed everything I want to bring with me, but it is just so much! So I ordered one extra bag. I just ordered one since I was suppose to stay 3 months, but now I need winter, spring AND summer clothes. Slippers and stuff for the summer is not something I bother to bring cause it is not expensive there, like 5 TL for slippers.. And I think it's better if I don't use the type of heels I love (which is preferably 16 cm) since he is not so much taller than me.
I am very sceptical about a few things these days.. And I hope it will be better in time but I am not sure. We will see...
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