Laptop!

Ok so life is really great now... or STILL, I should say.
It's only 12 days until I leave for Turkey, and I am really exited. Well, I should maybe say that I have not been so exited rather than nervous lately.. When I am on my period I turn in to a nervous paranoid emotinal monster, seriously. And I have gotten it in my head that Halil won't come to Antalya and that he doesn't wanna talk to me, and I have been crying my eyes out for really no reason. And I wrote a paranoid message to him  in Facebook about various Antalya/relationship things, and I called him today and then he said he had been worried when he read my Facebook message, and that he wasn't sure if I would come or not and he didn't understand why I was angry (which I was not)... And then I checked Facebook, and he had answered;  Are you ok? Tell me please.
Got to love PMS!

My sweety Halil :) 

Well, other than that; I got an advance on my Christmas present from my parents, a laptop!  So I have a brand new laptop now and I am deadly happy about it!!!!! :)   It is great and the keys is like heaven to write on. The only negative thing on it is that I have the brand new Live Messenger, which I seriously don't understand anything of.. I want the old MSN but evidently I can't download it...

I also got to buy a new camera today, it was on sale, and I needed one, so I just bought it. It's the beauty of not needing to think about every cent all the time, I can actually pay for my own things without help from my parents and I can buy things I want and need.

Other than that I have bought almost everything I need of hairproducts, hygene products, make up, styling and things like that. It got expensive of course, camera and various beauty products is not cheap, not at all.... But it is worth it. When I can afford it, of course I wanna spend a little extra on myself. Specially when it is things I need. And I totally forgot how expensive razors are. If you want a good one, and not some trashy shit that breaks when you look at it. I bought like this Venus spa breeze and veet thing...

Well, it's gonna be great to see Halil again. And we decided that we will be in Antalya the first night, since it is New Years Eve.. I don't wanna travel 1 1/2 day, and then just jump on a bus and travel 6-7 more hours. I wanna celebrate new years eve with him, maybe go out and eat and then party a little. So we are going to Marmaris the next day instead :)  

LOVE IT!