New iPhone

Allthough it is not NEW, it is iPhone 3G. I decided a long time ago that I would NEVER get an iPhone, not a chance. Then I thought I should at least try it before I say it is crappy, so I bought a used one. And seriously I LOVE it! 

It's the most fantastic phone I have ever owned. I won't buy a newer one like iPhone 4 or 5 in the nearest future cause I think it's just a waste of money to spend THAT much on a telephone, but I like this one :)


I spoke with someone who runs "Mahmutlars Venner" about helping me with Ikamet and stuff, and they said they will help me :)  I texed my mom and said that I now have the possibility to stay with Halil until after the summer. I wanted to say it in SMS cause well... My mom and dad support me 100%, but they are not so happy when I am gone several months. But I actually got a text back that they were really happy for meg.
And that makes me happy too ! 


Life is still going great.. I am wondering why. I believe in many things. I believe in God, I believe in Karma, and that What's meant to be, will be.
I never got the chance to stay in Turkey for a long time before. I have really wanted to, but I had to much debt and I could not afford to put any money in a Turkish bank to get Ikamet. Everytime I have tried to make it work something has gotten in the way. 


Then I met Halil and it all just became so easy. Suddenly things happen so I get the chance to BE with my boyfriend. To STAY, like life is finally giving me a break..


So then I thought that maybe it was so hard to make a life work with Hasan and Sercan cause it just was not meant to be..  And when I found the one I was meant to be with, it all got easier?
I believe that.   I am not taking my "new" easy life for granted, really I am so determent to be a good person, cause then there is Karma!  Don't wanna do anything to piss of karma.