All I want for Christmas....

... I got!


So now it's 1st Christmas day. It was very nice yesterday, I think I haven't had this nice Christmas in a long long time. Maybe partly because I know I won't see my family for many months so I wanted to enjoy time with them to the fullest.


Anyway, I went to church with my dad and my sister Johanne around 3:30, my other sister decided not to come so she stayed at home with my mom.  Church was also very nice, I like going for Christmas but I haven't been there for some years.  After the church was finished we went home, and my aunt, uncle and two cousins were already there. Then the moment I am waiting all year for came; The food.
Food seldom taste as good as on Christmas eve. My mom makes her special sauce one time every year, and it takes hours and hours. It also happens maybe 1-2 times the rest of the year that we all eat together like that.. (My family, not with my aunt and uncle and cousins). I feel we eat faster and faster every year but according to my dad we don't. Evidently the only difference is that I am getting older and not waiting as much for the presents anymore. It might be some truth to that, cause it is not as important to me as it was when I was a child. 
But then it was present time, and I got pretty much what I wished for... I got;


Laptop
Suitcase
Turkey-slippers
Winter shoes
Tights
Pyjamas
Picture of myself (Well, not exactly on my wishlist but...)
Money
Wallet
Make up


And various other little things. 

 It was a successful night, but I missed my boyfriend very much. I wish he could have been there with us, but hopefully he will be next year. We talked 2-3 times yesterday, and we have talked today. He was gonna come to MSN tonight but I told him to not worry about it and not come anymore. I think he should spend his time with his friends now, and not focus so much about going to MSN to speak with someone he will spend every day with for 8 months, instead of spending it with his friends which he won't SEE for 8 months :)  
He is in Gaziantep and not Alanya, so what wrong can he do there anyway with NO tourists at all? :P   I would trust him anyway of course but it is a little... Well... Let's just say I don't like it if my boyfriend is in Alanya without me. 


Well, it's only 5 days until I leave, 6 until I see my boyfriend again. I will stay with my parents tonight too, then I'll go home, and get done packing. Also I need to fix up my apartment, it's a big mess right now and I don't wanna leave it like that.  


I am really exited, soon  I will be with him again, my one and only <3 and I can hardly wait. It will be so wonderful, to actually be able to touch him, and not just see him on a computer screen. That he can hold me at night, and that he will be the first thing I see in the morning. We have a thousand things to talk about and we have more than a few hours every night to do it.   We did sleep together in cam but that is of course not the same.. One time he was singing me to sleep :)   Normally I can not sleep with any sound at all. Not even a small buzzing sound. I wake up even when someone is just looking at me or when my phone only vibrates, but his voice is relaxing. I love it <3 :)


SOOOOOON !