I am still totally in love with Arka Siradakiler.. Now it's evidently gonna start another new Arka Siradakiler.. Arka Siradakiler Yakinda. But I don't really understand it.. People who died is suddenly in the show again, and some of the ones that were alive is not there. I don't know what they are trying to do. They say... 89 bölümden devam edecegiz... But that is also very idiotic.. If they will continue from the 89 episode, why are not all the people who were there then still there?
Well I will continue to download my OLD Arka Siradakiler... With Saffet, Gamze, Oktay, Sibel, Kerem, Ibo, Ali, Zehra... well, everyone. I will buy a whole bunch of toilet paper and cry my eyes out like I always do.. Halil thinks that he won't watch it with me but there he is VRY wrong. He will watch hours and hours of Arka Siradakiler with me. And we will watch Hayat Devam Ediyor every Friday at 20:00 ;) I don't like O ses Türkiye but evidently I have to watch it, and I hate Sparkitus or Spartacus or whatever the name is, but I have to watch that too!
I had a 5 hour long talk with my love :) I learned as much as what it takes for him to get jealous, since I asked about it. And I said to him that the "rules" he gives me and what he don't accept, also applies for him. If he dont want me to do something, he cannot do it either. Cause I dont care if I am a girl and he is a boy. Of course our relationship is different than mine and Alex' were, since he is Kurdish and I am Scandinavian. But he agreed with me. I also said that I will not accept it if he says I cannot speak with my old friends. He has never said it, but better safe than sorry. Since I remember how it was with Sercan. Everything was great and he was not bossy, but suddenly he totally changed and turned into a monster of a boss... Dont do that, dont speak with him, dont wear that, don't be our after this this this time... Say yes to everything I say, don't drink, if someone looks at you just look down. Stay home... Ork it was a stress and absolutely not something for me.
Halil is not like that, not at all. But I still wanted to say what I accept and what I don't. We need to have some talks about these subjects. Me and Alex also had discussions about these things even though we are both Norwegian. In every relationship you need to give and take. I will not accept any "rules" that he doesn't need to follow. I am as jealous and aggressive as he is, maybe even more. Just ask my mom and sisters... They agree 100%... "Karen you should be nicer to your boyfriend, you should not be so jealous, dont be so aggressive"... But I take it as a good thing, that does actually mean that they accept him and our relationship, and I am really exited that they will come to visit us.. They didn't come to visit me with Hasan, not with Sercan, but now they will. My sister might travel with my parents, not to visit me but for holiday with her friend. Although she won't be there to visit me she will also get the opportunity to meet my boyfriend, if she wants. Which I hope she does.
Anyway.. Arka Siradakiler time, then bed!
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