Karen's:))

So the days are going better and better, I guess I am as happy as I can possible be here in Norway. I have talked a lot with Halil lately and I am truly happy about that. On Tuesday we talked first an hour on the phone, then about 2-3 hours in MSN, and 2 hours on the phone again. Yesterday we talked on the phone, in MSN and on the phone- again. It's good, and I like it when we talk about future and where we will stay, what we will do. We will stay in either Marmaris or Istanbul, I said that for me, it doesn't matter, I just don't wanna stay in Alanya. He is working in Gaziantep now, I said I don't want him to go to Alanya... But he wanna be there in the summer and I can't stop him either... But he want's be to be there as well, so I guess that's a good thing. We talked about how it was this summer.. I don't wanna be there because of my exes, he knows that. But also because of the fact that according to people, we were "famous" and on some top 10 list of most known girls in Alanya.. Which by the was is a VERY VERY negative thing... One would rather be invisible, specially to people you don't know.. And Halil even heard from people that I don't even know the name of, that they were my boyfriend, and so did Hasan.  So no, I don't really wanna be in Alanya anymore.

So, avoid Alanya fame, it is NOT a good thing... Evidently we have talked to much to people... Yea of course I should have known better than to have conversations with everyone who spoke with me, but long live the alcohol, right.. .   But, I wanna be with him so I guess I'll just have to go..  I mean, I am sure he would do anything for me, so of course I will stay in Alanya for him too.