Now it has been a while since I talked with Halil... Words can not describe how much I miss him. But Tuesday we will speak, then I can FINALLY tell him that I have bought ticket for new years eve! I miss my kurd! And it's like torture to not be able to tell him that I am coming.. I want to ask if we can stay another place than Alanya.. I love Alanya in the winter, but I dont know.. would be nice with a NEW place, cause our relationship is so new that I want to "start" it without any distractions, for example any of my two ex boyfriends which lives there.. Our relationship started like 4 days before I left for Norway, when I went after him to Gaziantep.. We had been together everyday for 2 months then, but we were not together cause I was still together with Hasan.. Or, whatever I should call it.. Together, not together... Drama drama and more drama... But anyway, I got a real shock when he went to Antep and I realized that I felt totally empty without him in Alanya.. And since me and Hasan already were finished (I knew Hasan would want me back already but it didn't matter anymore), I took the first bus I could to Gaziantep, and I have NEVER even been out of Alanya before.
And by the way... I read this idiotic blog, "Alanyadrama" was the name.. Where these Norwegian girls evidently were suppose to "reveal the truth about various alanya boys and things that's going on in alanya"... Like it's a big revelation, like no one knows that most tourism boys are players (Most, definetly NOT all!).. And they had a specific group of disco/barboys.. It was.. Uhm... Queens Garden, Garage bar, Hollywood and one more that I don't remember.. So my thoughts is that if they can tell ALL this secrets about these boys, it's not really hard to understand what they are doing all their holiday. On yourself you know others ;) But they removed the blog after 3 posts so I guess they didn't get the reaction they wanted.. It's anyway LOW to make a blog JUST to put shit about people there. And WITH names and all, which they clearly intended to do. My first guess must be that it's idiot girls that already has been played by some, and is taking it out on everybody else... I, and everyone else, knows that there is so many players there. Everyone knows not to trust people there, everyone knows disco and bar boys have many girls during a season, so this "BIG truths and revelations" they were suppose to tell, well, it's not something anyone cares about.
BUT, allthough everyone is aware of how things work in ALanya, blogs made JUST for these things are provoking those who actually HAVE manage to find one of those few tourism boys who is NOT "following the crowd"... Personally I dont want a boy in the tourism business but that has much to do with my own jealousy, thats why i was very happy that my ex was a furniture maker.. BUT I have friends who have great boyfriends in tourism... so girls like this, whatever...
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