Back!

So I've gone back to my old blog, and yes, I am still writing in English. I love writing English, as well as it is better for Halil when he leave, that he can read what I write. Right now we are sitting in opposit end of the sofa, geeking on our new laptops. In 4 days we are going to Amsterdam for 5 wonderful days. From Sunday to Friday, it is gonna be EPIC! I am sooo looking forward to seeing another country than Turkey for once. I haven't been anywhere else since my miserable Spain-trip back in 2010, and on top of it all, I can actually travel with my Schengen visa-boyfriend this time! :) We have many plans for the trip, and surely we will take a lot of pictures. I got a job interview there, which is the main reason for our travel. But it really doesn't matter if I get it or not, cause if I don't, at least we got a free trip to Amsterdam. Minus the money we will need to spend for our food and such.

But before we go to Amsterdam, we are going to my childhood friend's wedding. She is getting married, and to a Norwegian boy no less! I was worried that we wouldn't be able to go to Amsterdam, since we'd have to take the bus if my sister couldn't drive, and the bus goes at 20:00 on Saturday evening, her wedding party starts at 18:00. BUT my sister could drive, so we are making both of them. Wedding from 18:00 to 02:00, Amsterdam after that. Luckily they are having their wedding party right next to my parent's house, so we'll just leave our bag there, and go straight down:-)  I am really looking forward to seeing the dress. They have also moved like 5 minutes away from where I live, so now we are yet again neighbours.

But I am a little nervous that we would be stopped in customs when we return to Oslo. Not because we would bring anything illegal or something like that, I just don't like customs people. They make me nervous. I have only been stopped one time in my life, and then it was a bit of a problem with my medicine, they thought it was drugs, which is ridiculous, since everyone knows that Lithium is an anti depressive. So then what will they think when I come from AMSTERDAM with pills?  Hehe, but no worries anyway.
I was a little worried when I suddenly thought about the fact that it said "one entry" on Halil's visa. So I was not sure wether or not it meant that he had one entry to Schengen or if it was one entry to NORWAY.. Luckily it was one entry to all of Schengen, if not, we would be butt-fucked...

I am dreading the day he is leaving. I am so used to having him around now, that when he leaves I am sure it will feel like someone died. I am not over exaggerating or anything now, just the thought of being alone now is killing me from the inside out. We will have a long distance relationship, which I am not used to at all. We have been living together for 8 months now, we haven't had a long distance relationship, if you look away from the first months of our relationship, but it was different, we weren't used to each other, and the love was not as strong as it is now. Well... I'll just have to swallow my panic and enjoy the rest of our time together.

I really don't know.. I just know that it's gonna be awful.